August 11, 2009
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The Best Things Are Hard to Wait For
I am an openly stubborn individual, even though I try my hardest not to be. I want things, and I want them now. I’m usually not a complainer or a whiner, but why, when I want something this badly, do I actually have to wait? It isn’t so much the thing itself, it’s the knowing that I want it so badly. If it were any other thing in the world, I could probably just forget it and get over it, but he’s totally different. He’s everything. If I would have known eight months ago that I would feel like this, I don’t know if I would have believed it or if it would just make me too nervous and excited to stand even trying to get this far.
I guess this is what love is. I’m done waiting for love and happiness. Now, I have to wait for the good stuff.
