July 21, 2005
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yeah... mom and i got into another little spat. she always just assumes that i sit on my butt all day and play video games, watch t.v., and stay online. i hate that. that is not true at all. she never lets me get out, so it might as well be true. i hate how she just always assumes that i'm up to no good or lazy and selfish. i want to be more selfih now. i just do. i wish that i could have her attention, that she'd really care about my performances and my music. i wish that she'd really enjoy me for me, and not for the thigns i do around the house. does she really appreciate the person i am turning into? does she even see the changes in me from when i was little? i bet she just thinks that i'm the same person i was before, just a liar and a cheater and a child. i hate that. i just want her to see that i do things, i want her to appreciate me for once, i want things to change for once.
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I know how you feel. It often seems like my step-dad doesn't care who I am, or what my values are, as long as my chores are done, I don't ask for money, and I get a giant scholarship and make a billion dollars a year after college. He doesn't see past his own dreams for me to be as rich as him, and stockpile money like a little imp. I guess we just have to make do with what we have, and make our own way in life. After all, if wishes were ponies, we'd all ride........
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